True Hearts Desire...or Something Else??

I would like to discuss feelings of the heart.  From the beginning of a new relationship there always seems to be that glow feeling.  The butterflies in your tummy, the can't stop staring at the person you have finally found, the level of attraction you feel.  In the beginning all those feelings are there, but barely.  A few more months in, you might get to know the person more and those feelings are likely to grow deeper.  You start to get the comfortable feeling with them.  Nothing seems to be embarrassing anymore, you feel so close to them.  So what is it that happens to make all those feelings seem to go away.  It's not the first argument or fight.  It sometimes seems to pop out of nowhere.  If you really looked into yourself, you may find that it wasn't so sudden after all.  It is like all those little quirks that you first found adorable or tolerable, those seem to just build up under the surface.  They were only adorable or not that bad because we were in the "l

Popping My Blogging Cherry

So as you probably guessed in the title, this is my first ever blog post.  I haven't done much of this sort of thing before, yet all my life I have written journals or diaries here and there.  So basically this blog will be the same.  Random musings and secrets of mine.  I can't tell you if it will be a good read, but I can say that I have had a lot of experiences that could be viewed as good or bad.  I am sure that not everything that I write about will be interesting either.  I believe that I just wanted somewhere to vent all the things in my mind, without judgement or that "look" from people I may know.  So I will do my best to keep this blog as personal as I can, without true identities coming through.  Especially my own as some of the topics I will likely write about will be embarrassing or private issues.  Just remember, I am a newbie at this.  I will make mistakes and I will learn.  As this blog is intended to be real and personal, its also intended to be anony